Mother's Day - Getting Back In Time

Happy Mother's Day.

Bring me back those days time,
Bring me back those days,
The days I lived with my mother,
The times I spent with her,
Those days I was pampered by her.,
Those days I was disciplined by her,
You taught me everything I am now,
You gave me freedom to make my choice's,
You are there encouraging me when I took a bold step,
You gave me the advise when all my advices gone wrong,
Sometimes you are my queen passing on orders,
Sometimes you are my minister giving me advises,
Sometimes you are my caretaker who keeps me safe,
Sometimes you are my teacher who taught me the best,
I don't forget those days when you've been my playing partner,
I don't forget those days when you've stood by me when I'm depressed,
I don't forget those days when I rested in your lap without any worries,
I don't forget those days when I listened to your fantasy stories with awe,
Though I've grown up I still remember those days,
Though you are not with me I look back in the sky seeking your face,
Though I know you won't come back I sometimes daze at the door,
Though I want to forget I can't empty my thoughts of you,
I know I don't have the strength to get you back in time,
Pleadingly I ask the time to get me back my days once, get me back once.
Remembering you Amma (Mother) - Suneel Damerakula.

Child of God, Realization

I was brought into this world nameless,
I was given a name which is not mine,
I was grown up with that name,
I was called by everyone by that name,
My academics, my carrier and my everything was on that name,
Even my wrong doings and my sins one day accuse me by my name,
A name that wasn't me gave me nothing but death eternal,
A death that I was to have, was takenup by someone whom I knew never.
But when I knew Him, He said, as I took your sins and it's consequences,
You are no more yours, but MINE,
And given me a new name, which is my actual name,
He (God) made me carefully and wonderfully and gave me that name,
Knowing not with what I'm called by,
Gave myself a name and lived my life, my way,
But now as I know my name, renewed and cleansed,
I'm blessed and live eternally in my Lord's house, as I'm called, "Child of God".
- Suneel Damerakula.